Sk-freedom

i miss everything

2010-03-28T21:03:00.002+08:00

human..

isn't human will miss something only when we've missed something?

isn't human will miss someone only when we've lost someone?

hehe, i'm not sure whether it is a Yes for the above questions but...but i don't want to be human like this.

Yesterday we have been through the so called 'earth hour', i believe some of us might have some idea with regards to the issue of global warming. I do have a lil feelings on it actually.

After watching a video regarding on how will our earth be in the near 50 years or perhaps..20 years if we-human continue our ways of living, I don't know why, nothing appears in my head but i keep on missing people around me like my family, my love one, my friends and what i'm having now.

I'm worry too much i know haha..so ppl, relax, just start to love the earth, love your life and love ppl that is important to you, ppl you care about etc...

and for me, i want to tell them i love u guys, especially my dear, miss you terribly these few days although we've been together and went out here and there. After talk that night, i bet we know each other a lil deeper, you're doing your best to make me feel your love to me, i can feel it. don't get exhausted ya...and i'm trying not to be a super-thinker :)

i miss you a lot a lot and i hope this feeling of missing you appears greatly is not because i'm going to lost you. see...i'm thinking way too much again, bad attitude. CHANGE!!

peaceful in life

生日要快乐

2009-11-14T01:11:00.000+08:00

亲爱的，

祝你生日快乐。

真的要快乐哦！

=)

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-15T22:39:00.008+08:00

HAPPY Valentine's Day to us

It's great to celebrate this very precious day with you, thank you for everything!
I believe there will be many many valentine's dayS waiting for us in the coming future, so be ready ok?!
hehehe...

Lastly, appreciate a lot for what you did to me!
Thanks dear and I love you.

most forgiving people

2009-02-14T12:42:00.006+08:00

you, you, you, you, and you are the most forgiving and understanding persons in my life

Thank you all so much!

muakkkzzzz!!!!

- 2 O O 9 -

2009-01-03T00:43:00.006+08:00

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H O L I D A Y

2008-11-29T11:48:00.001+08:00

holiday!!

I'm coming!

o f f i c i a l l y . e n d

2008-11-29T11:16:00.009+08:00

Mei Wen! I'm jumping onto your boat now!

Finally I've completed my degree program and most probably I'll be enter into the so called 'boring' working world.

Before I talk about the working issue,
I would like to make some criticism on my personality.
I hate the fact of myself that I have too many 'not sure', 'don't know' or 'as you like' in my life!!
In a situation, if you are allow to choose between options, that is very good! at least you can choose something that you preferred.
But for me, if I'm in the situation of choosing between options, that will be a tragedy for me.
Decision making is such as difficult task for me, it is even harder than to answer a long essay question man! WHY?
And, woefully, human cannot run away from making decisionS.

That is why,

If you were to ask me why I choose to study Commerce degree, is it I like Commerce?
the answer is...ermmm...I don't really like it, I don't really hate it either, it is just a choice from the list, so I just pick it.

If you were to ask me whether I'm desperate to start a brand new stage of my life, to be honest, I don't know how to answer you at this moment.

Further my study for master? again, I'm not sure.

What I want? I don't know.

aiyoyo...Wong!
haizzzz....gik sei ngor!!

Anyway, 船到桥头自然直。 Means when it is time for you to make a decision or choose a road, the god will guide you the way that you're meant to be.
is it?
God help me please~

Elvis Presley - My Way (How I wish)

And now the end is near
So I face the final curtain
My friend, Ill say it clear
Ill state my case of which I'm certain

Ive lived a life thats full
Ive traveled each and every highway
And more, much more than this
I did it my way

Regrets, Ive had a few
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exception

I planned each charted course
Each careful step along the byway
Oh, and more, much more than this
I did it my way

Yes, there were times, Im sure you know
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way

Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried
Ive had my fails, my share of losing
And now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say, not in a shy way
Oh, no, no not me
I did it my way

For what is a man, what has he got
If not himself, then he has not
To say the words he truly feels
And not the words he would reveal
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way

E.N.D

new creations

2008-11-24T12:52:00.001+08:00

sk's hand was very itchy...click click and rub rub rub...

so....

the creations of the itchiness are:

The point I like about this picture is the couple on the background,
being captured accidentally.

This is exactly wat we called as yellow-face woman

haha how I wish she is our Serki

e.n.d

has gone away

2008-11-21T01:04:00.008+08:00

Moody moody has gone away...

was checking out pictures we took during roadtrip in the short break in September.

Here are some of the pictures that I find it very nice.

My Friend - quek quek~~

Stay Happy everybody!

e.n.d

why oh why

2008-11-20T22:09:00.002+08:00

why oh why oh why

I have a terrible mood today.

But I don't know what is wrong.

Why oh why~

生日快乐

2008-11-14T00:00:00.002+08:00

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Random pic

2008-10-22T00:04:00.030+08:00

I am suppose to do my Tourism Assignment at this moment
but I'm lazy.
Therefore, I will do something that can relax my mind such as....
upload some pictures randomly :)

here are some of the pictures that I find it quite artistic

Bleeding Strawberry

ssSSSsSSssslipper

my f a m i l y

My Twins baby

Krystal's baby

she looks like me when I'm blur~~~

Alright now...

Perhaps I should say, Back to work

okie...

U.s

2008-10-21T23:55:00.006+08:00

Our Drawing...

365 days

2008-10-06T00:00:00.003+08:00

hi dear...

Its so great that we've been together for 365 days..

365 days is not a long yet its not a short period.

Looking back the time we started, it's just like a blink of eye right?!
Feeling happy meanwhile feeling very touch.
I'm very thankful and appreciate that our journey can last for a year and still counting.

it is normal that a birthday person can make a wish on birthday but is it workable for 1 year anniversary wishing?

hehee.. whatever it is, I'll make a wish now.

I wish we can celebrate as many anniversary together as possible, and our journey will continue non-stop as time passes by.

I cherish every moment with you dear and I hope you have the same feeling with me too =)

It is a bit sad that we cant celebrate our very first time anniversary together but don't worry, there are plenty of them waiting for us!!!

hehee...

Last but not least...

Happy 1st year anniversary!!!

Love you!

Take a walk of My blog~

2008-10-05T21:18:00.001+08:00

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Dear my girls

2008-10-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

Hi my girls, few days more you all will be back from Malaysia.

Doubtless, without you three the house is just like a library. super bored and quiet.
we went to roadtrip on last wed and thurs, seriously, it will be much fun if you three went together with us!!
Don't worry, hope we'll have another one at the end of the year.

Hope you girls really enjoy back in Malaysia!
and Pooi I'm so sorry that I cant attend your bro's big day but I'm definitely wishing him far from Adelaide, haha...

See you girls soon!!

Royal Adelaide Show

2008-09-05T21:14:00.001+08:00

Its Royal Adelaide Show!!

This is the very first time I experience the "funfare" activities in foreign country, it was very fun and exciting!

You can see that almost all people will holding a huge teddy bear or some soft toy in their hand. The environment is very happening and you will feel the happiness all around you.

So...we decided to get ourself at least one toy =)

Pooi with the huge tyre

Groups watching Wood-Cutting Competition

Wood-Cutting Competition

our friendly Paddle Pop & the Milky Cow

Krystal and Rachel's Face painting
Processing...

Done!!

Guy's Temporary Tattoo painting

Elmo~

Our beloved toy~

Last show: Fireworks

the e.n.d

M a l a y s i a

2008-08-30T01:04:00.000+08:00

continue...

What I've did back in Malaysia during winter break:

:- visit relatives
:- visit Ben's new house
:- learn cake baking from my cousin sister
:- went for vacation with my dear in Phuket Island
:- meet up with friends
:- accompany Mummy do some shopping
:- Mamak yum cha
:- Attend Sis's Prom Day
:- went to Look out point in Cheras with dear

Is that all I did during that three weeks break?
Yea!
Time passes very fast until I din realize that it is time for me to back to Adelaide.

*sigh~~

I had a lot of fun from the short vacation in Malaysia and Phuket Island.
Thanks dear for giving the Phuket Island as my 21st birthday present.
Thank you so much! it is very memorable.

I haven had a dinner at Jogoya which I've planned and promise someone to do so.
Dear, the promise will be carried out when I'm back in Malaysia at the end of 2008
=p
you gotta wait for me...hehehe

It’s Been a Long Time!

2008-08-12T22:07:00.013+08:00

It’s been a long that I have not update myself to you all. I deeply apologize for that!

Well, within the period of my previous blog until today, I’ve done a lot of thing!

Today I don’t really have the mood to study, so I’ll push my lazy hand and brain to come out at least something to update my blog.

Last Semester was over~

And results were out, thank god I’ve passed all subject and able to proceed to my final semester (hopefully).

Right after the exam ended on the 4^th of July, my luggages were packed and I'm ready to go back to Malaysia on the 5^th July.

Unfortunately, Mei Wen just arrive our place on the 4^th, which mean we can only meet each other less than 48 hours!

That’s very cruel! Nevertheless, we have fully used the time I left in Adelaide before I leave.

We stay til late and chit-chat about whatever we can think of, and we were trying to speak really really softly so that we won’t disturb Pooi who was sleeping just the next door. But I think Pooi can’t really sleep well that night because the wall in our house is TOO THIN. I’m sorry Pooi. =)

In the morning of 5^th July

We (the four girls in Adelaide + Mei Wen) decided to eat Dim Sum for our breakfast.

This is the very first time we having breakfast outside together and the very first time we eat Dim Sum in Adelaide.

Funny right?!

Hahaha..while waiting for the food to be served, we start chit-chatting, until the food was served, we still chatting, and until we have finished our food, we were still chatting. That really makes me feel good.

When I look at my watch, it’s already 12:15pm!!! I’ve promised Zhee Hau and Carmen that I’ll will meet at their house at 12:30pm and wait for the taxi that they have booked to the airport.

I was shocked when I see the time is already that late, and it is very hard for me to go back by 15 minutes cause I need to wait for the tram.

I quickly say goodbye to my girls and run to the tram station, and meanwhile I’ve called Carmen to not to wait for me if the taxi has reached. After about 5 to 7 minutes, I saw the head of the tram, it is coming, thank god!

Mei Wen

Waiting for Tram

Then when it reaches the City West station, I quickly jump off the tram and keep running and running.

I’m not sure whether it is because of the weather is too cold or I’ve not been exercise for too long, I can feel that I almost fall down when I’m running, my leg was like no energy or feeling at all!

And I was very nervous; my heartbeat keeps increase and increase. (the feeling is like you are late for exam)

Finally, I reached my apartment, and Zhee Hao called me, they say they will come over my place and pick me up.

After I’ve left my Gray Street home in Adelaide, I’m worrying for another thing, which is my luggage. I was worry that my baggage has exceeded its limit.

But luckily, it was just nice! About 29kg.

After we’ve checked in, we walk around the tax-free department and wait for boarding into the plane.

Finally, we were allow to board. While I’m lining up to board, I can’t find my boarding pass!

I remember that I’ve slip it into my passport but I can see it now! Oh my god, the line is moving fast and I still can’t find it! I was very very panic, heartbeat increased again, and feels like crying…then I try to look at my laptop bag, there is a small on the external part of the bag, THANK GOD! It was inside there.

And FINALLY, I’m sitting on my seat in the airplane. Na Moh Oh Li Tuo Foh~

I’ve choose the bulge head seat, which mean I’m the first row of each part of the seating. I like this seat because I can position my leg as I like, put it straight, bend it, half-bend, whatever pose I like =)

And the one who are sitting beside me is an Australian little girl aged about 12 to 13, she is very cute and keep chatting with me, keep showing me how she play the game provided in the airplane, and there is a time when she is using the headphone to hear song but I can hear the song very clearly (can you imagine how loud she play it?) and she show me that she turn the volume to maximum. Hahahaha, not only that, while she is listening to R&B or some Rock Song, she is moving her body excitingly, and tell me that she learns dancing in school.

What a cute and active girl. I think she didn’t sleep all the way from Adelaide to Malaysia.

the cute girl sat beside me - Ally

Ally and her sister

The feeling of sitting in the plane which is heading to my sweetest hometown is very exciting and really looking-forward to it!

When I reached Malaysia!

After we walk out from the plane (me, Carmen and Zhee Hao), we keep sweating. Maybe the weather contrast in Adelaide and Malaysia at that moment is big so our body is like not used to it.

And after I walk out from the check out point, I have to open my eye big big to look for my dear, my brother, my sis and my cousin who came to pick me up. But I was not wearing my glass so I was like a bit blur. Then I hear my brother shout, hahaha I saw them!!! Then I quickly run to them and hug them each by each.

I’m very very happy to see them!

Especially my dear, although our eyes are very small, small like a line but still I can see both me and his eye is the eye of happiness!

To be continued…

happy papa day

2008-06-16T00:02:00.012+08:00

hi daddy,

ur 'lui san' wishing you 父亲节快乐.

Called you twice today but the line was not connected.
i guess you're busying with your stuff, so jz sms you..

Whenever i can wish for you, I will wish that you are healthy, happy and your business is running smoothly so that you wont be bothered by those business problems.

you always promise me that you will take care of your body but i don't seem to see any effort from you worrr...

thinking of the time back in Malaysia, i will also nagging on you.

sk:
baba, do more exercise wo, it will make your body healthier and feel more refresh.

baba:
ok lui san, but daddy are quite busy recently, a lot of business recently, our business are expanding girl (with a very sincere smiling face looking at me)

sk will distracted by his smiley face :
oh really? gong hei baba (congratulation dad!!)

baba:
no no, its gong hei ngor dei (congratulation to all of us)

at times when i see you're smoking,
i will start my job again

sk:
baba~~ (look at you with a devil smiling face and point at the cigarettes on your hand)

baba:
hehehee, last one for today ok? (again with that sincere smiley face)

sk:
hehehe ok la, fong guo lei...

knowing you are very stress with works, and many stuff, so i ngmm yan sam to force you to stop

Daddy...
you don't know how funny you are to us,
you don't know how cheerful you are,
you don't know how important you are to us,
you don't know how much we need you,
you don't know how lucky to have you as our dad and husband,

so i really hope that you can relax yourself more,
don't always work so hard and try to get as many business as possible.
i know you always hope that you can buy a piece of nice land and build our dream house, (especially mum's dream house with a small little garden for her to spend her time), that is why you are working so hard, we know it very well.
but having you to be healthy and have a relax life is much more important to have a dream house.

sometimes, i will try to put myself in your shoe and try to feel how you feel.
when we are small, we tend to gather in the master bedroom and watch drama together, after watching drama, you will fetch us out for supper.
this is what you like the most.

And i still remember those day, every night before i sleep, i get to knock on your door and wish you and mami good night.

but as we are getting elder, this scenario starting to disappear bit by bit and all these can just be part of my childhood memory.

I know you miss those time a lot,
you might wish that, how good if my three babies are still at their young age when they can massage for me, wishing me good night and good morning, holding my hand when crossing the road, give you a small good night kiss on your cheek before heading to bed...

but at the same time, you are happy to see your three babies are growing elder and elder healthy and get to learn as much as they can.

although now we are not small at all (not a child anymore, not even teenager!!)
but in your eyes, we are always the baby ah kong, baby lui san and baby wender.
you care about us more than care about yourself.
when you know i'm busy preparing for exam, you will ask me
"dun stress up ya, study slowly, don't force yourself too tight, it is ok if you din get good result because daddy know you've tried your best, drink more water, eat whatever you want to"

i feel so touch yet feel so shame to hear all these encouragement from you.

because i know my 'stress' is not comparable with your 'stress' AT ALL!!
but you still trying to encourage me while you yourself are much more 'stress' than me.
i must learn this from you dad!!

and yeap, lui san promise you wont stress myself and wont always think that i'm very stress, very san fu, very suffer...
because once i put myself in your shoe, i know i'm not suppose to complaint so much.

if i can make a wish now,
i will wish that i can stick with you, be your daughter for as many life as possible.
it is my pleasure to have the right to call you "baba"

I love you baba!
(from your three babies & your lovely pretty wife)

stuPid foR you (Marie Digby)

2008-05-18T19:24:00.005+08:00

It's not everyday
That I meet a person quite like you
Perfect every way
I finally found the nerve to confess that it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you..
Oh, oh stupid for you.. (Repeat)

The proper thing to do
Is for me to act like a lady and wait
For you to make the first move

But I don't think you're getting the point
That it's you - that I want
I don't care if I act a fool
I would damn near beg for you
Put aside, all my pride
So don't keep me hanging here
Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you

Why's it always feel like I am
Chasing love when nothing's there
And here I go just making the same mistakes...

I've fallen stupid for you..
oh, oh stupid for you..
oh, oh, oh, oh

Autumn?? / HAPPY MAMA DAY

2008-05-11T20:39:00.006+08:00

its Autumn now!!

is it??

i guess so~

hehehee

anyway, this is one of the pictures i took when i'm on the way home from Uni.

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will Winter in Adelaide look like this??

I don't Think so...

ermm...if its not, should i show my sadness face

='(

??

coz i dun realy like the cold weather here

but i do like snow~

this is what we called - Contradiction =_=''

Anyway,

It is impossible to experience the feeling of
'four seasons' back in Malaysia,

so just enjoy, appreciate and keep the memory here

3 More Assignment to go~

huai tin!!

BEFORE I END
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I wish all Mama in this world

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!

it is not easy to be someone's mama

lot of care, love, nag, scold
is contributed endlessly from mama to her children

especially my pretty mama,

wish her getting younger and younger each year

I love u mi~

from
ur two little daughter,
ur naughty boy
and
ur funny husband

=end=

She is so cute!!

2008-05-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

I believe u must have seen her if you have check mail often,

I'll definitely =) whenever i see this picture

She is so cute!!!

Look at her facial expression + the words

Don't Disturb me please !!

and ya...

Don't disturb her please...

=end=

take a deep breath...

2008-05-02T11:30:00.008+08:00

as when i look at my planner calender...
I can see that there're tones of Task is waiting for me 'impatiently'...

aLot of assignment due in MAY!!!

after calculation~
we need to write 8500words for all assignment!!

so before really get started...take a deep breath.

suck~

blow~

alrite! lets get started!

my girls!!
work hard together!!

Aza aza huai tin!!!

btw...

snap-shot by dearrr (do I look like 咸蛋超人??)

enuff Wong!!
Start your work!!
plz stop movie, facebook, geh poh ppl's blog etc.
STUDY!!!!

future sk

Cheers!!

for him...

2008-04-26T13:55:00.000+08:00

dear...

you might further your study in Australia for another 2 years to get your master,
and there is a high possibility that i'll be staying back in Malaysia to work.

honestly, when i know about it, i feel like, oh god, we've to be seperated again for another 2 years =(

but at the same time, i really hope that you can go.
I know that you really want to study abroad, to feel the study environment here, and get the experience here.
this is what you hope to!! and you must go for it ok???!!!
Must!!!
hahaha...ok i start to force you again.
but listen dear...those are what i really wanted to tell you...
*and i know you have a very strong feeling about it rite? coz last time when you encouraged me to study in Adelaide, i know you think exactly what i've told you jz now.

you're taking 5 subjects this semester,
it is not easy, as most of the subjects are 3rd year subjects.

you've been very hardworking, you know, I know and god knows...
so dear, if u believe you've tried your best!
then you can receive your result proudly...no matter what grade you've got.
Because you've did your best!!!

i'm always here to support you!!

try your best! get good result! and then proceed your dream of study abroad ok??

dont "consider" not to be influenced by the factor that we've talked about today...
you "must" not be influenced by the factor.

work hard!
miss you!
*pls smile after you've read this blog =)

holiday

2008-04-26T01:01:00.001+08:00

after we're back from Melbourne...we have nothing much to do in this short yet long holiday.
most of the time we (me) will just stay in the room, sit quietly facing my daughter (laptop) and try to find something to spend my time.

If any lecturer could read my blog here, will definitely leave a comment and say "pls start your assignment since you're so free and have plenty of time!"

hahaha...i've tried to but...understandable la pls....holiday wei...we rather to be bored til die also wont feel like starting anything that is related to "study" (this is human).

So i've been watching drama series which recommended by Pooi and Mien...
Besides, i've explore myself to a 'new place', Facebook!
strongly recommended by Loris when we're visiting her in Melbourne.
so i fully use this free time to hang around in Facebook, so far what i've learn is only the photo upload section which is quite similar to Friendster. *however, i found it Facebook is much more convenient!

and another activity i'll do when i'm free or mind is blank...which is Editing Photos!

following are my masterpieces!
although some are just edited through simply clicked on some effect application...but...still need my imagination to come out with the combination though...hehehee...

jz hv a look and feel free to leave any comment...good or bad are all acceptable =)

Another stage of life

new invention of hot chocolate & marshmallow

variety of apple

*this pic was stolen from Pooi's house =)

invisible water

he sounds tired...

2008-04-24T16:22:00.002+08:00

yesterday my dad called me in the evening,

as usual,
he asked me whether i had my dinner yet,
whether i have drink a lot of water,
whether i'm happy studying here,

after i've answered him accordingly,

as usual,
he reminded me to eat whatever i like to,
reminded me to go everywhere as i like when i'm free, don't just study study and study,
he reminded me must be happy all the time,
drink as much water as i can,
especially drink a lot of water early in the morning,
*its his 'secret recipe' of keeping himself healthy.
Perhaps, i dun call it 'secret recipe' because he asked me to tell my friend to do so..
hahaha...he is just so cute.
and ya! all my friend or blog readers,
every morning, or once u first wake up in a day,
try to drink as much water as u can, (drink in one breath),
it is very good for excretion.

ok back to the point,
our conversations are more or less the same since many many years ago.
it sounds like very mechanized Q&A section between me and my dad.
hahaha...
but i truly know that there are a lot more he wanted to tell me.
and this is absolutely not a mechanized type of questions,
its all truly from his heart,
and he knows that he needs to concern and remind me from time to time.

every time he called me,
i would be very happy to hear his voice which is full of happiness and it is very cheering!!

but at times, he is trying to talk cheering but i can hear that he is tired.

whenever i ask him, 'dad, are u very busy these few days? are u tired?'
For sure he will say,
'no, not at all, as long as you all happy my tiredness will go away! so just promise me that you are healthy and happy ok?'

oh dad, i feel so sour when i can hear that you're tired but trying to act normal.

Promise me to take care of yourself ok?
and i promise you to quickly complete my study, and i'll do as you said, study as much as i can and do something that i like in the future,

dad, the thing that i would like to do in the future is to help you up with your business.
it was build up by you yourself with a pair of bare hand,
now brother is helping you and we know he is really helpful where he has taken over half of your burden,
I promise to you,
once i've graduated and after i've get ready into the company,
all of your burden will pass to me and brother ok?
and you and mummy can then travel around, enjoy your life to the fullest!

i'll give you two whatever you need when i'm able to do so.

what i want is just to see you two happy and healthy.

love both my dad and mum!!

still got half a year to graduation~
*hopefully =) Pray hard to god, no failure in subject pleaseeeee...

end.

f r e e d o m

2008-04-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

with regards to my blog's name...
~FREEDOM~

since the day of 13rd Feb 2008,
the moment when we step into the flight which heading to Adelaide...
i got lots of FREEDOM!!!

FREEDOM of staying up til late night...
(usually mum or dad will want me to sleep earlier =] )

FREEDOM to go anywhere as we like...
(usually back in malaysia, wherever i go e.g. clubbing, i must get permission from my mummy...)

FREEDOM to do anything i like...

People are looking forward to have lots of Freedom as what i'm having at the moment...

However,
too much of freedom will make me feel lonely though...

As i believe,
every person will be homesick once they've leave their family for any reason,
study or work...

Following the norm,
homesick will be stronger at the beginning of period,
and it'll decrease dramatically as time goes by...
it is because as time goes by, we're getting used to the new environment.

As i always think that i'm a weird person,
i don't really follow the norm behaviour...

I still remember,
i didn't cry for leaving malaysia when we're ready to say goodbye to our family, friends, and boyfriend...

Until we reach Adelaide, our new 'home'...
i'm still feeling ok...
while my jimuiz are all feel so down of homesick...
at that moment, i'm wondering...
why cant i just cry like how they do?
Of course my girls are not purposely make themselves to cry,
its just the feeling of homesick is too strong that made their tears to fall down...

At first, i was so excited to the new environment here.
new room, study table, new bed,
new campus, new lecturer, new tutor,
new people...
i've try my best to decorate my room as it feels more like a house...

Hence,
i was quite ok at the beginning of the moment we reach Adelaide...
at the moment,
i feel like i'm a bad daughter of my family...
feel like i've forget about them
and enjoy so much in Adelaide...

But things slowly changed...
i started to miss them so much,
i started to be quite emo at times...
i started to feel so strong of flying back to malaysia...
i started to count the day left of goin back to malaysia...
tears started to fall so easily whenever i think of them...

that's why i say i'm a weird person...
other people are starting to get rid of homesick but i'm starting to be homesick...

whatever it is, i really miss my family, my dear, my friends in malaysia...

Thank you,

2008-04-08T19:42:00.000+08:00

Thank you, (04-04-08)

Blur sk get surprise from her beloved jimuiz tonight…

Krystal and my birthday are very close to each other,

Krystal is on the 6^th while I’m on the 8^th of April…

Initially, we’re planning to give surprise to Krystal for her birthday…

and I told my girl (mien and pooi) that don buy anything for me, jz treat me one meal of Pan Cake I’m happy enough!!

Seriously I’m thinking that way because they’ve bought me perfume last year and we’re now in Aus, everything is so expensive.

We’ve planned so well…Pooi and Mien has been very san fu for planning the surprise…haha…

And it was success!! Krystal was unexpected about it…

(Krystal was so touch by it)

After we’ve surprised Krystal successfully,

I went back to my room…

I was really shocked when I saw they’ve put the present on my table…

It really surprised me…seriously…

I’m so so happy with it…really unexpected…

Tears are flowing in heart…

To be honest, initially I was thinking that the happiest present is to be

with them…

closely…

There are times, I really feel sorry to them and hate myself so much…

Most of the time, I’ll jz stay in the room, or seldom chit-chat with them,

It is because sometimes I’ll feel scare to voice out,

I scare will spoil their conversation…

I jz have that stupid feeling…

Sometimes I was like an insane person, talking to myself in the room...

keep asking why am I so weird?

Why cant I jz talk to them like how they talk to each other so happily and naturally…

Two day after (6-4-08) Krystal’s actually birthday,

Krystal and me have decided to treat them a meal…

And so Krystal has booked for the RiverSide buffet in Hyatt Hotel at 6pm.

We had a lot of fun that night, we eat, chat so nicely…

my girls told me that they know me since secondary school so they know very well that I’m behaving such a way that I don’t really talk much…

I’m so happy at the moment…because I feel so happy that my girls are so understanding and they din blame on me for not participate much with them sometimes…

I really appreciate those moment, really appreciated so much!!

After dinner, we have to face those hard work again…OB assignment!!!

It is very suffering whenever we deal with assignments…

but we’ve no choice but to do it…

And my girls has a special slogan for it…”die die get it done!!”

Hahaha…

Although the whole environment is so stressful…but at least…once in awhile, we can jz walk to other room and chit-chat for awhile…

There are times, we cook in the mid-night…hahaha…we cook rise or fry mee-hun in the middle of the night…

These moment are very precious…and memorable.

Girls…I feel so happy to have u all as my jimuiz…

And I think this is the best time for me to apologize to three of you…

truly from my heart…so sorry…

Sorry that sometimes I jz din realize if I’ve did something that might make u girls feel uneasy…

Sorry that sometimes I jz din join u girls much even we’re living so close to each other…

Sorry that I kept quiet when u girls are discussing something…maybe at that moment you girls need my response or opinion…

Sorry that… sorry for every mistake that I’ve made…I promise to u girls, if I’ve made it, I didn’t mean it…I really made it accidentally…

I know saying this will make u girls feel awkward too…but…please forgive me girl…

I need u all so much!!

Thanks for everything!!!

[能不能]

2007-09-20T18:28:00.000+08:00

男：
第一次当我见到你，你说你紧张的忘了呼吸
记忆里，我只想玩玩而已。
在一起，根本没想过这个问题。
你说你从来没忘记我们第一个夜里。。
我一边说爱你，一边说着：Sorry我爱你是指你的身体。
我不知道你的需要。
你对我的要求我从来没做到。。
你怎么受得了？
但我总是见到你微笑，痛苦总是往肚子里吞掉。
只希望有一天我能明了你的好
我假装对你不在意，
假装失去我的记忆，为了隐瞒以前痛苦的回忆。
我选择放弃，放弃去爱你的权利。
因为我不相信自己，不相信你
不相信一句话叫做真心真意。。
我选择了绝情绝义
你把我当作情人，我却把你当作敌人
我的人生，就是充满猜疑忌恨
不要浪费精神在我身上寻找永恒
执迷不悔只会在你我身上造成一道道永远的伤痕，baby

女：
能不能就对着我说爱我？
能不能就陪着我，天长地久？
不要对我若即若离，让我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我？
能不能就陪着我，一直到最后？
从今以后剩下的路要你陪我走

男：
你一定觉得我很坏，谁都不爱
随你去猜我是在什么心态
面对你给我的爱，你对我好，我就对你越坏
但我心里一直有声音在跟我告白
它说不能没有你的存在
好怪想爱却又说不出来
为何心软为何心乱为何你从不会对我心烦
已经有了答案我却不敢去看
面对你不再反感
发现我冰冷的心感觉到你的温暖
该怎么办？现在爱你会不会太晚？
你是唯一，我想跟你在一起，不想再和你分离。。
就算外面的女孩子她们叫我Baby
在我心底只有一个老婆就是你
不知道该怎么说，但我知道怎么做
我不会一错再错，忘了以前的痛苦过程
我们要的只是结果
你问我会在一起多久，我不知道。
大概一辈子也不够
牵着你的手往前走
我只听到你说。。。

女：
能不能就对着我说爱我？
能不能就陪着我，天长地久？
不要对我若即若离，让我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我？
能不能就陪着我，一直到最后？
从今以后剩下的路要你陪我走

男：
就一直到最后。。。

M E R D E K A . e v e

2007-09-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!!

i'm wondering...since when i've become so patriotic to Malaysia...

after i've use my brain to seriously think about this query..

i've came out with this answer

well...shouting out loud the word Merdeka...doesn't mean i really love my country that much..
i'm just using it as an excuse to meet up with my lovely frens
(*However....i do feel thankful to live in Malaysia as compared to Iraq or somewhere else that is not safe to live in)

30 August is not my birthday (crap) haha

initially, we planned to watch the fireworks competition in Putrajaya...
we thought that the event was free...

(*unfortunately, i've provided wrong information)
it needs to buy ticket for that competition....

so, instead of celebrating in Putrajaya, we've change our plan to BBQ at Steven's new penthouse in Serdang.

although the planning is kind of late...we discuss bout it a day before 30 Aug which is apparently rush and late but overall, the BBQ session is quite successful....we've alot of fun though...

Picture says a thousand words...
so let the pictures to continue with my 'speech'

SHOPPING TIME

as usual, for BBQ, we'll buy things like, hot dog, chicken wings (but for our case, its prepared by Winson dai gor), seafood like fish, sotong, drinks, disposable plates, etc...

btw, the trolly man is our Mr. Yenyau...hehee

to show our respect to Malaysia...buying tissue box with Malaysia's flag...hahaha

with yap pooi

Joy, yap pooi & me

After picking stuff so happily....now is the time to pay =(

DEPART TO OUR DESTINATION

in the house

mixture of Orange Juicy

why am i looking at him like tat? hahaha...i looked silly in this pic

i'm so interested with the fan...Japanese girl? haha

why Charlie look so shy?...and please notice his hands' position....
hahaha...I swear we didn't molest him!!!

with Joy...found out the lighting there is good for taking pictures

MeiWen baby and Joy
(*yap pooi is having a very cute facial expression behind them)

nice scene from Steven's penthouse balcony

BBQ TIME

we had our BBQ just right beside the beautiful swimming pool...
unfortunately
because of 'convenince', the pool has became a nice place to wash our beautiful leg...haha

Fire

wrapping corns

Jian wen and Sky

Sky & 'Mie-Yee'

AFTER BBQ -

PLAYING IN THE HOUSE

playing around with Mei Wen's camera

(using the tripod that she brought...thank you baby)

take 1

take 2

take 3

take 4

take 5

HAHAHA....look at Sky's silly face...looked so innonsense

NEXT MORNING -

BEAUTIFUL SUNRISE

Marvelous

only these ppl were awake to watch the sunrise...other were still in their dreamland

'thank you for waking me up for this wonderful scene'

meiwen

Joy

yenyau

Yenyau & Joy

Yenyau & Mei Wen

(I like this pic very much...haha...its so creative)

Winson & Mei Wen

(Winson look cute in this pic...hahaha)

this is how i looked when i just woke up
with a pair of swollen eye...haha...

again...Mr.Winson with his cutie smiley face

and lastly...his creation and it has some meaning in this pic

let me interpret it...

Everything will be OK

and

there'll be a very good future waiting for us

so ppl....

live with joy,

live with hopeness,

live with happiness,

Nothing will be a problem if you believe in me...

everything will be OK!!!

2007-07-01T01:50:00.000+08:00

=H o L i D a Y=

I still remember the hard feeling of…

Assignment assignment assignment….study study study…
Wow…it’s like a nightmare of all of us!!

In that dream…we were surrounded nothing else but PenS, noteS, bookS, practice setS etc…
However, indeed, its fun…

cause we (the ordinary four girls –Mien . Krystal . Pooi . and me) have been spending our day and night together in Pooi’s house for group study.
During those day and nites…we knew each other much much better…we wont be hesitate to do anything in front of each other…not even fart!!
And my fart…hehee…(so shy…)

We’ve experienced to stay under the same roof, sleeping in the same room together, do things together, feeling the stress together and sharing our little tiny story together while we're studying.

haha…tat feeling was very “ miraculous”
After those day and night…it makes me looking forward to our life in Adelaide (*if we really can make it… )

photos we took when we're studying

However, despite how fun is it, I still wish my world will be fast forwarded to the day of 26th June 2007 (the end of Final Exam!!)

And now…the day has come…its now!!! HOLIDAY!!!

NOW!!!
I can do anything I like.
I can wake up as late as I wish.
I can watch whatever movie I like.
I can dance at home whenever I like.
I can online and lepak in Friendster as long as I like.
I can hang out with my gang of buddies anytime.
I can edit photos whenever I wish.
I can do some sewing, modifying my old clothes whenever I like.
Wuahahaha…
Most importantly, I can plan what to bring for Langkawi trip!!!
Fantastic!!!

I must appreciate every minute and second that I'm having now…cause, after this holiday, nightmare begin…
And everyone who’s reading my blog now…must Enjoy ur holiday to the fullest k?!

Hope I have time to blog more about Langkawi when I’m back from the trip…

Have fun everybody…
HAPPY HOLIDAY !!

= Quick Review =

2007-05-12T01:18:00.000+08:00

Refresh my Memory....

[SSB ]

I will always remember them and the very precious own-created clap* Tepuk 5B!!!

Lovely Pn Rosnah

Playful gang =)

[Our very first Group Sticker photo]

[Genting Trip - 2004]

[Prom-night 2004]~before

[Prom-night - 2005]~after

[Yap Pooi's Birthday]

[A memorable picnic day with a person that is memorable]

ppl in the pic: Mien, Pooi, MeiWen & Michelle

[again, Yap Pooi's Birthday celebration in the following year]

[Genting trip - 2005]

[Valentine's day]

we all had a boyfriend that nite!! haha...

Romeo & Juliet...hahhah

[overnight in Loris's house...had fun there!!]

[Winson's Birthday]

i wasn't there but i heard that Winson's chicken wing very nice wo~ =)

[eh?? Yap Pooi's birthday again wo~] hahaha

[birthday - surprise!!! still in my mind]

[Bunny's Birthday - kitten's house]

[mei wen's birthday-steamboad buffet]

[had fun in Charlie's house-merdeka day]

[cooking day - my house]

[2nd-time - sticker photo]

[badminton =) ]

if i'm not mistaken, i was in a team with Ben tat day, was quite pressure to be his partner la~ coz he plays so good~ hahaa...

[Farewell dinner for Ben before he leave malaysia] in Mum's place restaurant...foods were super spicy...woow!!!

[Eelin's Chinse new year open house]

nice pic

[Penang trip with my buddies]

we eat non-stop!!! Asam Lasak, Cendol, muachi, Rojak, loh-hon goh etc........

bao bao =)

[Redang Paradise]

a very creative pic posing suggested by Ben

sand man - Kae Jun & Sky

beach girl - Meiwen, Yvonne, sk, Pooi & Mien

this pic is funny, hahaha...i just love it!!

a "must" pic for any trip - family pic

[Charlie's Birthday]
look at him, the birthday boy, was super excited tat nite =)

[Loris's Farewell dinner - mum's place restaurant]

hahaa....now only i realized that every time we have farewell dinner...it must be mum's place restaurant...why ar?

[Taylors College]
cool pic with Issac...haha

not to forget about my college friendS

[Genting one-day trip]

thanks to Guan Han as our driver tat day..

[Dinner with Loris before she leave Malaysia again]

in Steven's restaurant this time instead of Mum's place...hoo!!

[Charlie and Bunny's surprise Birthday]

[New year eve-TheCurve]

[Yvonne's Birthday]

[Rumms]

although its blur, i love it

[Rumms again]

hahaa...my favourite color

[at Steven's house-chinese new year]

[family pic]

[biggest surprise for me in 2007]

thank you all so much for that little mint ice-cream...so sweet~

[Luna Bar with girls]

the moment i took this pic was very gan-jeong coz i must took it before the lift door open..

hahaha...

in conclusion....i like taking photo....heheee

-END-

当它变得模糊时。。。

2007-05-02T16:10:00.000+08:00

相信每一个人，偶尔也会有悲伤的一刻。。。feeling down
而且你是无法解释为什么你会在那一刻，有着那样悲伤的感觉。。

突然很有感觉要写些文章，

其实心里面一早就慢慢的累积了一大堆想法，感受，疑问，不管是伤心的，开心的，统统都有。。。
可能最近都忙着赶Assignment吧，所以也没有很多的时间可以让我静静坐下来，收拾所有的感觉吧。。。所以就索性把它压抑在心里。
其实坦白说，我真的没有发觉到原来每一天，一点一点的感觉，会累积成那么难受的滋味。
至到今天，才知道自己的心，真得不能忍受那个重量了。。
我又要发泄我的心情了。。。

痛快地哭。。。
这是我很想做的事情。。
对我来说，这是一个能让我抒发心情的方法。。。
但是，我真的哭不出。。
说我太坚强，也不是。。
说我没感情，也不对。。
说没有任何事可以让我哭，也不是。。。

愚笨的我，也尝试过很多方法让眼泪毫无顾虑得流下来。。
看悲剧，读悲伤的文章，听伤感的歌，甚至连吃wasabi，也没用。。
想哭，并不是因为我要证明些什么，也不是要告诉别人，我是很伤心的。。。
想哭是因为，每一次开心，伤心，惊喜，失望时，心里都默默的在流着没被发觉的眼泪。
所有的眼泪都堆满在心里面，已经很满很满了。。
其实我也不是很伤心啊！！没什么好伤心的啊！！只不过想哭。。

眼看本来拥有甜蜜爱情的好朋友，如今也带着伤心的心情上课。
眼看本来拥有着一股很期待与希望的心的好朋友，如今也是带着失望的心情过着日子。
但幸好还有一位好朋友，正努力的争取自己所要的幸福。
看她开心，惊喜，期待，伤心，就仿佛看到当初暗恋他的我。。
这位好朋友，让我告诉你，好好的享受这个过程，它是很完美的。。

‘在乎你却又不让你知道’。。
这是伟大还是自私呢？
每个人都有不同的想法。。。
他说，这是伟大的。。。
我觉得，这是自私的。。。

等待。。。
渐渐的，我不再等待着不在乎我的你。。。
期望。。。
渐渐的，我不再对你有太多的期望。。。
离开。。。
我真得很想离开这里。。。
但。。。
想念。。。
仍然改不掉，还是会想念你。。。
放弃。。。
真的不想有这个念头。。。

疑问。。。
有必要知道答案吗？
其实，答案已经很明显的摆在眼前，
就看我能不能接受而已。。。
不断地自言自语，哈哈。。。这就是答案了。。就是这样。。
但是，仍然会犹豫一下，真的吗？真的就如此吗？
对，真的就是如此。。。
不用他告诉我，也知道那答案就是这样。。。

乐观的我，哈哈哈哈。。。接受这事实。。当然没有问题啦！！！
我依然会用开心的心情过我的生活，面对朋友们，家人们，面对他。。。

现在心情好多了。。。
哈哈哈。。。我常常对我的朋友说，我的生命线还真的蛮短的。。。
我不知道哪一天我会突然离开。。
所以呢，在天还没决定要带我离开这个美丽的世界时。。
我一定要好好的过着我所拥有的时光。。。
好好的孝顺家人。。
好好地珍惜我所拥有的一切。。。朋友们。。。
好好地对他笑。。。因为他也会用一幅很发侨的笑容看着我。哈哈哈。。
好好的关心他。。。不会计较有什么回报。。。
也希望，他能够快快找到他的幸福。。
看起来我好像很伟大是吧？？其实我是自私的啦。。
关心他，也不就是为了自己的快乐而已嘛。。。哈哈。。
当我看到他幸福，我也会感到开心，说不定还更容易放下他呢！！！
自私的我，就是这样。。。

晚安。。。

-MISUNDERSTOOD- . –MISMATCH-

2007-04-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

-MISUNDERSTOOD-.-MISMATCH-

Whenever a couple argues, most of the time its causes by Misunderstanding.

She got her right point and he got his too**

Its HARD to draw up a clear picture on Who is RIGHT and Who is WRONG!!!

And i found that the sequence of Argument usually looks as such –

It started with a different point of view from the couple on the same incident…

Argument starts…

.
Cool WAR…

.
Argue AGAIN…

.
And then…the SOLUTION is…
One of the them give up and apologize, Quarrel end, the other part WIN –

*but it doesn’t mean that the one who give up really understand wat’s the problem between them,

he/she just thinking that, “aiya…the only solution is JUST BY SAYING SORRY to her/him !!!”

“I’m wrong baby, I’m so sorry that I hurt you!!!”
=HAPPY ENDING=

BUT take note, it’s a [CYCLE], things will happen over and over again...

and the [SOLUTION part] happens only for relationship that started in short-term…

**things change when relationship comes into Long-TERM,

whereby two part will stand hard for their own point, just wait for the other part to GIVE UP and APOLOGIZE:
*sorry for using the acc term of Short term n Long term…hehee…cause hv no idea of using other better words…

YES!!! its NORMAL for every couple to argue ‘once in awhile’ – Theory shows that, relationship will improve by argument ~

BUT!!!

Too many of ARGUMENT is it = MISMATCH ???
When Come to this point, should the couple start consider of Breaking Up??

Perhaps, this is the common question come to every couple's mind when they got serious argument ~
**of course not ALL couple will be like wat I’ve mentioned…

However, i can just conclude that,

LOVE is a mystery yet hard thing~

LunaBar

2007-04-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

-LunaBar-

-Holiday-
This week is a holiday week.
To be more specific, its an Assignment week instead…cause we’ve lots of assignmentS due in May.
Its already the 3rd week of April, so if we don’t start from now, perhaps the song of “ohh ohh…u’re in trouble!!” is the best song for us in May…

However, its impossible for my schedule to be like this:
Monday – assignment
Tuesday – Assignment
Wednesday – assignment
Thursday – Assignment
Friday – assignment
Saturday – Assignment
Sunday – assignment

Therefore, my schedule will looks like this:

Last Friday(1st day of holiday ) – birthday celebration
Saturday – have lunch with buddies – Dinner with Family
Sunday – movie with kitten
Monday – did some revision on FI subject…”only some!!”
Tuesday – online the whole day without doing any work =(
Wednesday – chit chat with my girls and then LunaBar at night!!! Yoo hoo!!
Thursday – blogging (as what I’m doing now) and promised myself to start a bit of FA2 assignment at night, hope I wont be procrastinate.
Friday – haven plan yet. (hope will end up with doing assignment~)

Back to the point [-Luna Bar-]
Since last year, we’ve been talking about this Bar and say want to have some drinks there, but it happens only yesterday...

Luna Bar was located at the roof top of Pan Global Building...I think it’s the building next to AmBank building *I think la…

Basically, the Environment there is Fantastic!!!
There’s a swimming pool, I really wanted to jump into it…

haha…but of course I didn’t !!!

A marvelous view of KLCC building just right in front us…
Its nice to have a glass of cocktail and start chit-chat there…and its suitable for couple too la…

I ordered [Long Island Ice Tea]
Bunny ordered [Sex on the Beach]
Rachel ordered [Flaming Lamborghini]
Krystal ordered [Tequila Sunrise]
SheauSong ordered [Blue Lagoon]

*in my opinion, from the above choices (except Flaming Lamborghini caus i din taste it), Long Island Ice Tea and Blue Lagoon is nice, not to say the other 3 is not nice la…just dun suit me..

[And of coursE – we took lots of photoS ]

5Poks

krystal and rachel

as Rachel said - Forever 3

Mien and Sau

Rachel

Krystal

SauKuan

=Flaming Lamborghini=

=_='''

Krystal-Therese-Sheau Song

*cited from Mei Wen - [Toilets seem to be the best places to take pictures]

-end-

- s a u k u a n -

2007-04-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

obviously, this is the first blog i post in Blogger.

I was recommended by lovely Loris to blog here, she said that this is a way to release your feeling no matter happiness, sadness or even stresSs...

hahaha...thank you Loris.

i'm trying to blog more, make it as my habit as it helps to improve my english...

that's all for this very 1st blog here...see u!!