[能不能]

男：
第一次当我见到你，你说你紧张的忘了呼吸
记忆里，我只想玩玩而已。
在一起，根本没想过这个问题。
你说你从来没忘记我们第一个夜里。。
我一边说爱你，一边说着：Sorry我爱你是指你的身体。
我不知道你的需要。
你对我的要求我从来没做到。。
你怎么受得了？
但我总是见到你微笑，痛苦总是往肚子里吞掉。
只希望有一天我能明了你的好
我假装对你不在意，
假装失去我的记忆，为了隐瞒以前痛苦的回忆。
我选择放弃，放弃去爱你的权利。
因为我不相信自己，不相信你
不相信一句话叫做真心真意。。
我选择了绝情绝义
你把我当作情人，我却把你当作敌人
我的人生，就是充满猜疑忌恨
不要浪费精神在我身上寻找永恒
执迷不悔只会在你我身上造成一道道永远的伤痕，baby

女：
能不能就对着我说爱我？
能不能就陪着我，天长地久？
不要对我若即若离，让我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我？
能不能就陪着我，一直到最后？
从今以后剩下的路要你陪我走

男：
你一定觉得我很坏，谁都不爱
随你去猜我是在什么心态
面对你给我的爱，你对我好，我就对你越坏
但我心里一直有声音在跟我告白
它说不能没有你的存在
好怪 想爱 却又说不出来
为何心软 为何心乱 为何你从不会对我心烦
已经有了答案 我却不敢去看
面对你不再反感
发现我冰冷的心感觉到你的温暖
该怎么办？ 现在爱你会不会太晚？
你是唯一，我想跟你在一起，不想再和你分离。。
就算外面的女孩子她们叫我Baby
在我心底只有一个老婆就是你
不知道该怎么说，但我知道怎么做
我不会一错再错，忘了以前的痛苦过程
我们要的只是结果
你问我会在一起多久，我不知道。
大概一辈子也不够
牵着你的手往前走
我只听到你说。。。

女：
能不能就对着我说爱我？
能不能就陪着我，天长地久？
不要对我若即若离，让我伤心泪流
能不能就对着我说爱我？
能不能就陪着我，一直到最后？
从今以后剩下的路要你陪我走

男：
就一直到最后。。。

M E R D E K A . e v e

Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!! Merdeka!!!


i'm wondering...since when i've become so patriotic to Malaysia...

after i've use my brain to seriously think about this query..

i've came out with this answer

well...shouting out loud the word Merdeka...doesn't mean i really love my country that much..
i'm just using it as an excuse to meet up with my lovely frens
(*However....i do feel thankful to live in Malaysia as compared to Iraq or somewhere else that is not safe to live in)


30 August is not my birthday (crap) haha


initially, we planned to watch the fireworks competition in Putrajaya...
we thought that the event was free...

(*unfortunately, i've provided wrong information)
it needs to buy ticket for that competition....


so, instead of celebrating in Putrajaya, we've change our plan to BBQ at Steven's new penthouse in Serdang.

although the planning is kind of late...we discuss bout it a day before 30 Aug which is apparently rush and late but overall, the BBQ session is quite successful....we've alot of fun though...

Picture says a thousand words...
so let the pictures to continue with my 'speech'

SHOPPING TIME

as usual, for BBQ, we'll buy things like, hot dog, chicken wings (but for our case, its prepared by Winson dai gor), seafood like fish, sotong, drinks, disposable plates, etc...

btw, the trolly man is our Mr. Yenyau...hehee

to show our respect to Malaysia...buying tissue box with Malaysia's flag...hahaha

with yap pooi

Joy, yap pooi & me



After picking stuff so happily....now is the time to pay =(







DEPART TO OUR DESTINATION

in the house

mixture of Orange Juicy




why am i looking at him like tat? hahaha...i looked silly in this pic



i'm so interested with the fan...Japanese girl? haha



why Charlie look so shy?...and please notice his hands' position....
hahaha...I swear we didn't molest him!!!



with Joy...found out the lighting there is good for taking pictures




MeiWen baby and Joy
(*yap pooi is having a very cute facial expression behind them)




nice scene from Steven's penthouse balcony











BBQ TIME


we had our BBQ just right beside the beautiful swimming pool...
unfortunately
because of 'convenince', the pool has became a nice place to wash our beautiful leg...haha



Fire

wrapping corns

Jian wen and Sky

Sky & 'Mie-Yee'

AFTER BBQ -

PLAYING IN THE HOUSE

playing around with Mei Wen's camera

(using the tripod that she brought...thank you baby)

take 1

take 2

take 3

take 4

take 5

HAHAHA....look at Sky's silly face...looked so innonsense

NEXT MORNING -

BEAUTIFUL SUNRISE

Marvelous

only these ppl were awake to watch the sunrise...other were still in their dreamland

'thank you for waking me up for this wonderful scene'

meiwen

Joy

yenyau

Yenyau & Joy

Yenyau & Mei Wen

(I like this pic very much...haha...its so creative)

Winson & Mei Wen

(Winson look cute in this pic...hahaha)

this is how i looked when i just woke up
with a pair of swollen eye...haha...

again...Mr.Winson with his cutie smiley face

and lastly...his creation and it has some meaning in this pic

let me interpret it...

Everything will be OK

and

there'll be a very good future waiting for us

so ppl....

live with joy,

live with hopeness,

live with happiness,

Nothing will be a problem if you believe in me...

everything will be OK!!!

=H o L i D a Y=

I still remember the hard feeling of…

Assignment assignment assignment….study study study…
Wow…it’s like a nightmare of all of us!!

In that dream…we were surrounded nothing else but PenS, noteS, bookS, practice setS etc…
However, indeed, its fun…

cause we (the ordinary four girls –Mien . Krystal . Pooi . and me) have been spending our day and night together in Pooi’s house for group study.
During those day and nites…we knew each other much much better…we wont be hesitate to do anything in front of each other…not even fart!!
And my fart…hehee…(so shy…)

We’ve experienced to stay under the same roof, sleeping in the same room together, do things together, feeling the stress together and sharing our little tiny story together while we're studying.

haha…tat feeling was very “ miraculous”
After those day and night…it makes me looking forward to our life in Adelaide (*if we really can make it… )

photos we took when we're studying

However, despite how fun is it, I still wish my world will be fast forwarded to the day of 26th June 2007 (the end of Final Exam!!)

And now…the day has come…its now!!! HOLIDAY!!!

NOW!!!
I can do anything I like.
I can wake up as late as I wish.
I can watch whatever movie I like.
I can dance at home whenever I like.
I can online and lepak in Friendster as long as I like.
I can hang out with my gang of buddies anytime.
I can edit photos whenever I wish.
I can do some sewing, modifying my old clothes whenever I like.
Wuahahaha…
Most importantly, I can plan what to bring for Langkawi trip!!!
Fantastic!!!

I must appreciate every minute and second that I'm having now…cause, after this holiday, nightmare begin…
And everyone who’s reading my blog now…must Enjoy ur holiday to the fullest k?!

Hope I have time to blog more about Langkawi when I’m back from the trip…

Have fun everybody…
HAPPY HOLIDAY !!

= Quick Review =

Refresh my Memory....

[SSB ]

I will always remember them and the very precious own-created clap* Tepuk 5B!!!

Lovely Pn Rosnah

Playful gang =)

[Our very first Group Sticker photo]

[Genting Trip - 2004]

[Prom-night 2004]~before

[Prom-night - 2005]~after






[Yap Pooi's Birthday]

[A memorable picnic day with a person that is memorable]

ppl in the pic: Mien, Pooi, MeiWen & Michelle

[again, Yap Pooi's Birthday celebration in the following year]

[Genting trip - 2005]

[Valentine's day]

we all had a boyfriend that nite!! haha...

Romeo & Juliet...hahhah

[overnight in Loris's house...had fun there!!]

[Winson's Birthday]

i wasn't there but i heard that Winson's chicken wing very nice wo~ =)

[eh?? Yap Pooi's birthday again wo~] hahaha

[birthday - surprise!!! still in my mind]






[Bunny's Birthday - kitten's house]









[mei wen's birthday-steamboad buffet]




[had fun in Charlie's house-merdeka day]




[cooking day - my house]









[2nd-time - sticker photo]





[badminton =) ]

if i'm not mistaken, i was in a team with Ben tat day, was quite pressure to be his partner la~ coz he plays so good~ hahaa...

[Farewell dinner for Ben before he leave malaysia] in Mum's place restaurant...foods were super spicy...woow!!!

[Eelin's Chinse new year open house]

nice pic

[Penang trip with my buddies]

we eat non-stop!!! Asam Lasak, Cendol, muachi, Rojak, loh-hon goh etc........

bao bao =)

[Redang Paradise]


a very creative pic posing suggested by Ben

sand man - Kae Jun & Sky


beach girl - Meiwen, Yvonne, sk, Pooi & Mien



this pic is funny, hahaha...i just love it!!


a "must" pic for any trip - family pic

[Charlie's Birthday]
look at him, the birthday boy, was super excited tat nite =)

[Loris's Farewell dinner - mum's place restaurant]

hahaa....now only i realized that every time we have farewell dinner...it must be mum's place restaurant...why ar?

[Taylors College]
cool pic with Issac...haha


not to forget about my college friendS

[Genting one-day trip]

thanks to Guan Han as our driver tat day..

[Dinner with Loris before she leave Malaysia again]

in Steven's restaurant this time instead of Mum's place...hoo!!

[Charlie and Bunny's surprise Birthday]

[New year eve-TheCurve]

[Yvonne's Birthday]

[Rumms]

although its blur, i love it

[Rumms again]

hahaa...my favourite color

[at Steven's house-chinese new year]

[family pic]

[biggest surprise for me in 2007]

thank you all so much for that little mint ice-cream...so sweet~

[Luna Bar with girls]

the moment i took this pic was very gan-jeong coz i must took it before the lift door open..

hahaha...

in conclusion....i like taking photo....heheee

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