Finally I've completed my degree program and most probably I'll be enter into the so called 'boring' working world.
Before I talk about the working issue, I would like to make some criticism on my personality. I hate the fact of myself that I have too many 'not sure', 'don't know' or 'as you like' in my life!! In a situation, if you are allow to choose between options, that is very good! at least you can choose something that you preferred. But for me, if I'm in the situation of choosing between options, that will be a tragedy for me. Decision making is such as difficult task for me, it is even harder than to answer a long essay question man! WHY? And, woefully, human cannot run away from making decisionS.
That is why,
If you were to ask me why I choose to study Commerce degree, is it I like Commerce? the answer is...ermmm...I don't really like it, I don't really hate it either, it is just a choice from the list, so I just pick it.
If you were to ask me whether I'm desperate to start a brand new stage of my life, to be honest, I don't know how to answer you at this moment.
Further my study for master? again, I'm not sure.
What I want? I don't know.
aiyoyo...Wong! haizzzz....gik sei ngor!!
Anyway, 船到桥头自然直。 Means when it is time for you to make a decision or choose a road, the god will guide you the way that you're meant to be. is it? God help me please~
Elvis Presley - My Way (How I wish)
And now the end is near So I face the final curtain My friend, Ill say it clear Ill state my case of which I'm certain
Ive lived a life thats full Ive traveled each and every highway And more, much more than this I did it my way
Regrets, Ive had a few But then again, too few to mention I did what I had to do And saw it through without exception
I planned each charted course Each careful step along the byway Oh, and more, much more than this I did it my way
Yes, there were times, Im sure you know When I bit off more than I could chew But through it all when there was doubt I ate it up and spit it out I faced it all and I stood tall And did it my way
Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried Ive had my fails, my share of losing And now as tears subside I find it all so amusing To think I did all that And may I say, not in a shy way Oh, no, no not me I did it my way
For what is a man, what has he got If not himself, then he has not To say the words he truly feels And not the words he would reveal The record shows I took the blows And did it my way The record shows I took the blows And did it my way
I'm just an ordinary girl who you should know in the sense that you are visiting my blog webpage. =)
I've did some modification on this part where I said I've a little defect in my life which is the relationship part. Well, I should make some changes on it because the god have been very kind to me, the god has arrange a guy that I admired and wanted so much for me.
And I'm having a very warm family members, my father, mother, brother, sister, cousins, and even my kakak, they are my family also my friends.
Of course, I've a bunch of nice friend, especially my girls, they take cares of me very much although I seldom do that to them, I'm so sorry yet thankful that you all still stay by my side and treat me as your good friend. Thank you all so much!
*please note that, I've a very bad attitude, which is lazy =(
so you might have to wait for few months before you can see any of my updates.
I'm really sorry about that! hope you guys don mind!
Have a nice day!!