o f f i c i a l l y . e n d

Mei Wen! I'm jumping onto your boat now!

Finally I've completed my degree program and most probably I'll be enter into the so called 'boring' working world.

Before I talk about the working issue,
I would like to make some criticism on my personality.
I hate the fact of myself that I have too many 'not sure', 'don't know' or 'as you like' in my life!!
In a situation, if you are allow to choose between options, that is very good! at least you can choose something that you preferred.
But for me, if I'm in the situation of choosing between options, that will be a tragedy for me.
Decision making is such as difficult task for me, it is even harder than to answer a long essay question man! WHY?
And, woefully, human cannot run away from making decisionS.

That is why,

If you were to ask me why I choose to study Commerce degree, is it I like Commerce?
the answer is...ermmm...I don't really like it, I don't really hate it either, it is just a choice from the list, so I just pick it.

If you were to ask me whether I'm desperate to start a brand new stage of my life, to be honest, I don't know how to answer you at this moment.

Further my study for master? again, I'm not sure.


What I want? I don't know.

aiyoyo...Wong!
haizzzz....gik sei ngor!!


Anyway, 船到桥头自然直。 Means when it is time for you to make a decision or choose a road, the god will guide you the way that you're meant to be.
is it?
God help me please~



Elvis Presley - My Way (How I wish)




And now the end is near
So I face the final curtain
My friend, Ill say it clear
Ill state my case of which I'm certain

Ive lived a life thats full
Ive traveled each and every highway
And more, much more than this
I did it my way

Regrets, Ive had a few
But then again, too few to mention
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exception

I planned each charted course
Each careful step along the byway
Oh, and more, much more than this
I did it my way

Yes, there were times, Im sure you know
When I bit off more than I could chew
But through it all when there was doubt
I ate it up and spit it out
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way

Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried
Ive had my fails, my share of losing
And now as tears subside
I find it all so amusing
To think I did all that
And may I say, not in a shy way
Oh, no, no not me
I did it my way

For what is a man, what has he got
If not himself, then he has not
To say the words he truly feels
And not the words he would reveal
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way





E.N.D